Karma Dancing With Shadows

This corner of the world is mine where I come to write, claim my independence, feel, think and write what's on my mind in the hopes that sharing experiences of being the daughter of a Narcissist can help others who are dealing with and overcoming the obstacles to regaining true emotional freedom.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Hustling Meaningless Mindfucks on My Corner of Peace

"To be able to fill leisure intelligently is the last product of civilization, and at present very few people have reached this level."

-Bertrand Russell

I insulate my mind against poverty of thought, the undertow of surface drivel that wants to pull me under, with books, (this one I'm reading is particularly salacious and I'm glued to every word) and wherever I'm at, I carve out corner where I can find my own existence deepening.

I need this when noise and chatter overwhelms or irritates, whichever the case be.
I reach for inner calm against intrusions that break through the boundaries of my private niche usually unsolicited like that empty seat beside me when there's a host of others available.

Is my vibe not obvious, do I need a "do not disturb' sign?

Under breath, I mutter 'please...grant me...the serenity, the ability to have restraint against my indignance and resist the burning urge to suggest to this unwelcome visitor to go play in traffic or something.

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Dancing with Shadows

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a mix of 'tude...fortitude, solitude and attitude. I have an unhealthy addiction to intelligent, free-thinkers, red vine licorice, vitamin water, raw carrots and sitting on my back porch with a good book becoming one with nature