out of the closet

When I started this blog, I just thought this would be a great place to express my opinions and thoughts on things that were of concern and interest to me, holding back on aspects I felt were personal. But, as they say, confession is good for the soul and Ive come to a point in my life where I feel an urge, a need to purge. So much of what people put out on the blogosphere is usually the sum of their passions. And as such, that's where I initially decided to take this but soon realized I'm multi-dimensional and wanted to write more about me and what touches me, what touches my soul, what reaches the depth of my heart, what connects me to the universe and to others because its more than poetry or music, or politics, religion or being mom, or a friend or a lover. It's an essence, raw...pure, spiritual and its where I feel connected in a way I can't even explain. And to think too deeply about it (which I tend to do) would dilute that feeling. I'm content to just sit with it. Let it move through me. Absorb it. The sun's rising sign of the gemini, sign of the twins aptly fits. I'm two persons. Or more precisely, I have different personas. Which one shows up on any given day, is anybodys guess...lol Sometimes even I don't know which one will show. I'm not talking about the different faces we present to the public, the selves that I refer to are the 'me' at the core of my being. It's complicated. I'm complicated. And sometimes conflicted at my different sides, how they sometimes pull away from each but at the same time, how they compliment each. I'm a dichotomy. Perhaps more accurately I'm two persons seeking to come to terms with each of my incomplete selves, reconciling who I am with who I seek to be. So that being said, this blog will be my journey. Nothing will be held back. I'm stripping down walls, walls of fear, uncertainty and most of all, doubt to expose those vulnerabilites. You're more than welcome to come for the ride. Peace n luv n karma